ok it's totally not funny anymore...it's worse today and vic talked to the er docs and they told me to go to a reconstructive surgeon, so i did. if it is still nasty on friday morning when i go back, they are doing surgery...to clean it out. i will _die_ if they cut it open to clean. it's just a tiny finger, ok, well, it not too tiny now...but it should be. i mean, i have 9 more...why is this one such a problem, it's keeping me from being normal. not to mention that it hurts like hell at the moment. i'm at work though...i don't feel any worse here than i would at home and i need the $, and at home all i do is feel sorry for myself.

woe-is-me